…or sleeping pills in the medicine cabinet…
I’m really frustrated. A few weeks back the newer computer wouldn’t boot to windows. It just kept getting worse. I was really sick of it and wanted to just sell the damn thing. We thought we had it sold for $100, but the fellow never picked it up. So we bit the bullet, called someone to pick it up and fix it. $95.50 and three days ago the computer comes back.
A fecking damn automatic windows update screwed up the damn computer, again!! It’s under a 30 day warranty, but it’s $22.50 for them to pick it up. They said if we took it to them via the bus, it wouldn’t be under warranty because it could get damaged.
#$%^& @#$%^
Add that to me fighting for a week with the Drupal Bad Behavior module. Why the hell must I go to 15 different sites to find every damn piece of this module? PUT IT ALL IN ONE DAMN PLACE!! And for god’s sake, write some comprehensible instructions for installing it, would you? I swear to heavem, half the support questions are people, non-techie types, who don’t understand the directions. It also doesn’t help that the instructions tell you to go look for another file that happens to be an old one. WTH?!?!
@$%#^ @@#$^&
Now, add that to my physical stuff, this freakin’ tingling in my feet and legs. And why the hell is it showing up right in the middle of my forehead? It feels like ants are up there. I HATE DAMN ANTS!!!!
I’m doubting my Lupus diagnosis. I’m afraid for my brothers and what it could also mean to me. Lupus patients are sometimes misdiagnosed and they really have MS.
I can’t go out in this damn heat, the sun makes me physically sick.
I can’t go and exercise because it makes me hurt.
I can’t take more than 10 minutes to talk to my doctor because it’s a state clinic and I only have medicare and he only has so much time and I keep forgetting to tell him something despite the notes crushed in my hands.
I haven’t been able to sleep for more than four hours in the last six days and now my throat is aching again.
I would really love to lie down and not wake up for a very long time.
I am extremely frustrated and if it weren’t for a handful of positives that give me a touch of joy on a daily basis, I would find those pills and that bridge and jump.
“Lupus patients are sometimes misdiagnosed and they really have MS.”
this happened to my father in law! scary. he deals with it tho.
all the money you are spending…fixing that damn thing… go to walmart and get an emachine for $500. that is what i am using.
Hey Jayne … hope you are feeling better. I had a terrible day yesterday … wonder if it is something in the air?
Sleep deprivation is the worst. I, for one, can’t seem to get off midnight shift. I hope you are feeling better soon, and that you are able to sort out these health problems. This could very well be at the root of the problem.
Step away from the med cabinet and stop staring at your balcony over the backyard. Its not tall enough and with your luck youd land on the dogs.
You are right tho…if you cant do anything else about your ailments you do need to sleep. Not getting enough sleep is probably makeing things worse. A hot bath or shower before you go to sleep (at least according to the old wives tales…oh, did the oldwives send you your membership card yet ;) may lower your body temp enuff to make sleeping comfortable
And if you think MS is a distinct possibility or at the very least really want an answer about the tingling make an appointment weather the state can pay for it or not. Your health is worth wonking those squeaky clean finances you were just blogging about.
Because please keep in mind if you die sooner than the year 2060 I will personally find you (before they shoot you into space or scatter you over the unsuspecting heads of people you dislike…thats the plan right? We better start a list.) and Smek the living Hell outve you.
I’ll even prop you up so Richard can kick you around with his robotic leg a few times for baleing out on us.