Let me tell you a terrible secret: I’m not as nice as you might think I am. Back in June of this year I was having a very tough time dealing with my health and my depression. Spring and Summer just aren’t kind to me.
Since I needed to get the poison that was trying to settle in my mind out, I decided to open a secret blog on WordPress.com called Vile Words. I have since closed that blog and will soon be deleting it. But not all that I wrote there is gone for good. I kept a few of the more interesting pieces and have now posted them here under the category Vile Words.
I know that all of us have a dark corner in our mind we don’t really care to acknowledge. But I think that I must acknowledge mine, every now and then, because that’s the place where much of my writing comes from. My imagination is overactive and thankfully I have this steam valve that I can open at times. Writing, perhaps, keeps me sane.
Feel free to read this section, but keep in mind… it’s vile.
Tags: depression, Health, pain, vile, Vile Words
Everyone needs a place to rant! where are you going to do it now? Here? Later!
haha its a lot nicer than a written journal that I had about two years ago. I shredded it :) It was too painful to even re-read. So now I look to My 1 God to keep me out of the dark hole.
I’m glad to hear everyone likes it so far. Fred, I’ll probably add more to Vile Words here. I had to own up to the blog, and also to the fact that running a writing site AND two blogs was tough.
Dark Side and Light Side, those can be found throughtout my blog, I think they started around v.2 or the end of v.1 No problems here from me. :)
Not so vile, I love the Lawn Mower post the best because I can so relate to it. One neighbor is cool because he “borrows” our lawn mower so the deal is he has to mow our lawn. He only does it after dinnertime on a weeknight. Other neighbor calls in a landscaping service and there are 4-5 buzzing, humming, screeching lawn machines going off at 7am on Sunday mornings!! I keep saying I’m going to egg them one morning and so far, I’ve been able to hold back and haven’t been tossed in jail for assault.
I liked that blog. I was wondering why you haven’t updated it in awhile. I guess it served it’s purpose.